Space Traveler Shares Mental Health Struggle In the Wake of Deluge of Online Abuse After Historic Trip

A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after enduring a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a historic all-female space mission.

Amanda Nguyen – known as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space in April, which also featured high-profile passengers.

The high-profile flight was met with derision by some, who challenged its value and carbon footprint.

Reflecting on the situation, Ms. Nguyen, who became the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the negative reaction eclipsed her moment under an torrent of sexist abuse.

“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” the astronaut shared in a public message, describing a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the days following the flight.

She portrayed the press attention and digital reaction as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”

Eclipsed by Backlash

Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in female health science and conducted tests during the mission, said every professional achievement – from her scientific research and astronaut training to the symbolic importance of her background – was drowned out under the avalanche of gendered attacks.

She is widely recognized for her tireless campaigning fighting for justice for survivors of assault.

Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a long campaign for accountability.

The Fog Begins to Lift

In the time since reaching space, she has stated the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she thanked the well-wishers whose messages of encouragement were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she wrote.

She added that despite the negativity, considerable good had resulted from the mission, including elevated attention for her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.

About the Mission

The self-operating spacecraft lifted off from its launch site in April, carrying the historic roster on a 11-minute journey that passed the internationally recognized boundary of space.

The diverse crew also comprised leaders in multiple disciplines.

The venture behind the flight is a private space firm founded by a Amazon founder.